The past can never be changed no matter it was positive or negative.
Everyone shall has a past and unique of their own. Whether you are proud of it or not, the past is your only memories that can't be changed unless you can travel back in time.
The present is what you should cherish now although it is partially built from the past and partially empty for you to fill up your choice of your future.
The future is where you should work hard and take the choice to crave it the way you prefer.
Rumors are the words by human to describe about the past of anything, anyone and anywhere besides others. Rumors changes passing from mouth to mouth. It can be true or false just like you can choose to believe it or not. Psychologically, it is the best way to do promotion as well as the sharpest knife in the world to kill. Rumors can never be muted because human search for it themselves.
We can't control rumors just like how we can't change the past. Never live ashamed with your negative past because you don't want to live with your head down for your whole life. Be grateful that you still have the present and future to prove the past is not that important anyhow.
I admit I did rumors when people asked for it, good and bad, not of my own. But don't expect me to tell something good out of bad just like I won't fake good into bad to kill, that is lying. I don't lie especially to everyone important to me. Everyone has their own perception on what is good and bad just like you can deny the bad if you think it should be good as you knew by your yourself.
Don't blame the mouths that fake while passing rumors because some people have poor rephrasing skill and innocent. Blame the one that ask for rumors, there must be an evil living inside the heart called 'kepo'.
As I grew up, I knew I don't care about what people rumors about me. Whether it is fake or true, you have your choice to judge it by yourself. I don't mind but I respect.
Perhaps I really hurt people so much? I don't know and I won't know unless I am told. If anyone out there need my 'Sorry', please do let me know. Sorry can never heal any scar but if the 'Sorry' can comfort your anger or sadness, I am glad enough to say it thousand times.
If you know me well enough, you know that I won't take you as enemy or revenge although you ever hurt me. I am just hard mouth and soft hearten, you can't expect me to praise you just like I won't exaggerate your bad.
You don't have to worry and I am sorry.
Everyone deserve a better future.
Everyone deserve a better future.
人们总是信言不美，美言不信。
若要人不知，除非己莫为。
