Tuesday, June 20, 2017

First Kiss in Taiwan

We were on a trip with our gang of friends.

That night, as usual I slept beside him on the double bunk bed after sharing great snacks/supper.
On the hours approaching morning, I wasn't sure about the exact time.
Because the room was so cold and we seems like sleeping so close to each other as in to keep warm.
Honestly I did felt that our face are getting really close as if the nose almost touching.
I thought you were dead-sleeping cause you snored so loud.
And me, I was just too sleepy and lazy to move aside or out of the blanket coverage.
Yea, we were sharing blanket like hmmm so sweet?
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I fell back asleep without noticing when did you stop snoring.
Suddenly, I heard you asked me a question in real low tone.
"Can I kiss you?"
Ermmm...I was so tired and thought it must be a dream or hallucination.
So I remember I ignored your request, I didn't even plan to answer you.
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A pair of warm wet lips touched my lips.
A simple kiss, lips on lips.
Then your tongues came in action, forced open my lips, invade into my mouth.
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My mind was blank and stunted of what to do or how should I react to your kiss?
Then I just realized, the kiss is real and it was my fucking first kiss!
How the hell?
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Then you stopped and asked me "Do you like my kiss?"
"I dunno. How would I know if I like it or not? I had never kissed before!"
"Say what?! You never kissed before?",
you were so shocked and sit upright awake looking at me.
I was so shy and dunno how the hell I shall reply you.
So, I flipped and sleep on side with my face under pillow.
My heart is still beating hard like so excited? Short of breathe?
I don't know.
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That's how we woke up on the 7th morning in Taiwan.
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Later of the day, when it was just the two of us moment, walking back to the mrt station,
you asked out of sudden, "What do you think about the kiss this morning?"
I don't know how to answer, we were friend all this while, suddenly lots of issues flash through my brain, trying to figure out the best possible & least harming answer.
"We can't be couple just because we accidentally kissed."
"Can I assume this kiss never happen before?"
"Yea maybe he don't have to felt the responsible there for the first kiss."
"Oh gosh, how? He is waiting anxiously. Did he expect me to say Ok lets be bf gf?"
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Awkward moments later...
"Err I was actually so sleepy and didn't realized it was a real kiss, 
maybe we can just forget about it? Don't worry, I won't charge you on anything."
I tried to reply cool as if I am so ok even though he just taken my first kiss.
He replied in shocked,
"NO!  How can you just let someone kiss you simply because you are sleepy?"
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Just right then we saw our friends waiting in front of the mrt station entrance.
So, I called off the conversation to stop right there. Apparently none of them know what had happened in the morning, because we were sleeping on the upper bunk bed.
We just went through the day as usual to several destinations.
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Until the next morning...